insomniac

I can’t believe I’m doing this at 4:30 a.m. but I can’t sleep.  In my walk with God, it seems like I am learning new things about God everyday.  I woke up with my head swimming, thinking about a bunch of union stuff. Then I started praying, asking God to calm my head down but it wouldn’t. Then it hit me.  Send out some e-mails to my superiors in the union.  That doesn’t sound like a big deal but I know that I had to get up and do it or I was going to toss and turn all night or whats left of it.  Scott Hobbs said to me on a couple of occasions that when that thought comes out of nowhere,that God could be telling me something.  That’s what happened tonight. I know that there would be no chance of relaxing until I listened and did what God was telling me to do. It is what Scott was talking about Sunday night at Ethos about silence, listening, and waiting on the Lord. God is always here. What we are responsible for is opening our hearts up and letting him.  I need to do that daily because if I don’t, I will screw things up.

Thank you God for waking me up to talk to me. I need to listen to what you have to say and do what it is that you want me to do.  The enemy wants me to forget that you are my daddy. I am so grateful for the times when I do hear you and long to be able to hear you all the time.  Forgive me when I miss it.It’s not on purpose.  Thank you for your patience and mostly for your love.

~ by robdrums on July 23, 2008.